it’s absolutely crazy how emotions get to surge through your system and blow you off your track. i keep having on these attacks, specially regarding that matter. i don’t know what to do. i would like to believe that it is of a human’s natural tendency to acquire acceptance. specially to those that they think whose opinions matter.
if only you’d listen. if only you would hear me out.
i messed up big time. and i know there’s no rewind for this. as well as that the chance of a second chance is getting slimmer by the silence. i just want you to know im absolutely, and terribly sorry for the things i’ve said. specially done. i had never intend to hurt you, most specially you. i’m swallowed up in guilt. i’ve thrown away my pride. yet still, the silence still stands.