i just wish you would have picked someone who would give just as much. i mean it’s pretty much alright, really. it’s just that brain unconsciously makes up its expectations and gets disappointed. and then you get affected as well.
my little beating machine, please don’t work up too fast. nor too slow.
i can’t have you going wrong again.
if it’s meant to be, it will be.
you’ve done enough, calm down now.