days away, and i doubt i can handle it. fragments of memories seem to recall themselves even if there will just be an eighth of a trigger present. troubling, yes. however, i don’t really wish for those fragments to vanish or lead to another trail of thought that would lead to the present. those memories were nice. really nice. the present is nice too, more than nice to be honest. but see here. the present would turn into those fragments without you noticing them.
regarding the reason on why i keep on saying the word i can’t when it’s about that. it’s because i prefer to see those kinds of fragments whenever my heart seems to linger to the before.